Wed 8 Apr 2009
Dear family and friends
I have been slow in keeping up with the blog and have not communicated with most anyone since the holidays. So, here is a bit of a catch up to get everyone up to speed.
We moved into our new house on Thursday the 26th of March. It was a whirl wind weekend where Scott worked very hard and I sat around and watched because of very low energy and difficulties breathing. We managed to get everything transferred and Scott got the condo cleaned to perfection in time for the walk through on Tuesday. So, we are officially out of the condo and into the house. Woo Hoo!
On Saturday of this week, a crew from Team Survivor Madison came by to assist Scott and I in getting a bit more settled. They moved and unpacked boxes for 2 hours and it is amazing what they got done. Scott and I really appreciate the extra help and the friendships that have grown from this group of wonderful ladies (and their wonderful men).
On Sunday (last week) my breathing was getting considerably worse and Scott was beginning to worry. So on Monday I went to the ER to have things checked out. They admitted me for pneumonia, but later decided it was a combination of the cancer, some fluid on my lungs and general issues with my health. However, when in the hospital many tests were run and additional cancer was found. I now have cancer in my lungs, my bones and my brain. This leaves us with few options at this point. The chemotherapy is not helping to slow the cancer and is definitely not healing it. So, we will stop chemotherapy for a bit. To slow the stuff in the brain and keep me on a cognitive even keel, they are doing full brain radiation for 10 sessions. This should add a bit of time to what I have left to work with. In addition, they are concerned with my liver function. All the drugs have taken a toll. Maybe a break will help.
The doctor in the hospital was a bit of a doomsayer. She told us that I have only 2 months or so to live. However, others do not agree with her opinion and I am staying with the “we have no idea” perspective. We are currently looking for a miracle though.
I will stay off of treatment for a bit so that I can qualify for any clinical trials that may come up. I have to be off treatment for 4 weeks for most of them. So, we will keep our eye on the science arena and our hearts and prayers in the spiritual arena and see if we can not find a miracle.
Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers. Keep them coming. I do have a bit of difficulty with talking and breathing, so although it is not as personal, email, letters, cards, etc. are probably better than phone calls if you want to get in touch. However, I am still open to the occasional chat with a good friend If you need our new contact information, please email me shauna at schullo dot com. Take care all! – S&S
April 8th, 2009 at 7:17 pm
Shauna, we are all praying for a miracle right along with you. I am so sorry to hear about all of this. My mom told me what had happened, but I was not aware that the cancer had spread to the bones and lungs in addition to your brain. I hope you and Scott find the strength to get through this, as you have found the strength to get through everything before this. If it weren’t for the flooding situation here in Fargo, I would have been in my car last week to come and see you and your new house. PLEASE hang in there. If thoughts and prayers give you strength, you should be getting plenty of it right now from all of the people who are doing just that on your behalf.
We love you!
April 13th, 2009 at 4:44 pm
Dr. Schullo,
I’m saddened to hear that your health has taken a turn for the worse… but I hope that you find the strength to work through it. I am sending all happy thoughts your way.
April 16th, 2009 at 10:32 am
Sorry we haven’t kept in contact. I know you two have been very busy in recent months with the house & your health issues. Your new home looks like a beautiful place. Our thoughts & prayers are with you. Keep those positive thoughts & know that you have many friends that are thinking of you two.
April 21st, 2009 at 10:37 pm
Shauna,
I had hoped to see you at the last meditation class, where we offered our practice to you, and I will continue to do so. You are a beautiful and courageous person. I hold out my heart to you with loving-kindness.
April 22nd, 2009 at 6:37 pm
I am a friend of Shauna’s and do not have her current phone number. If you could please email me her number I would be greatful. Thank you, Kathy Deer
April 27th, 2009 at 10:37 am
Hi Dr. Schullo,
I took your Distance Education course in Fall of 2007 and it is no exaggeration to say it had the most impact on me professionally. I still have papers, notes, and links with me today from your course that I use in my work every day. I am not sure I would have been able to land a job so soon without the practical skills I gained from your course. You understand the issues of distance education and online course delivery like few others and really know how to bring it all into focus. I have followed your personal blog ever since your class (yes, I know I was lurking but we had never met face to face so I didn’t now what to post). In any case, I want you to know that your effect on your students goes further than you can imagine, as I know other classmates who feel the same about you as I do. Thank you so much for being the bright, articulate, energetic, and pioneering person that you are.
Kind regards,
Joleen Cannon
April 27th, 2009 at 6:08 pm
Scott and Shauna,
I just heard that things have gotten worse with Shauna’s health and I wanted to let you know how sorry I am. We’re all still hoping and praying for some kind of miracle. Please know that we are thinking of you and sincerely wish there was more that we could do. You have fought this with everything you have and we admire your courage and strength. You have been a very positive influence on all of us because of your sense of humor and strength through adversity. There are no words to truly impart how deeply you have touched us all. I hope you know how deeply you are loved. I understand how difficult this is to talk about but, Scott, if you read this, please give me a call when you feel up to it. I’m thinking of you both all the time. We will come there when you feel the time is appropriate - just say the word.
With much love,
Deb, Larry J., Barb, Jamie, Steph, & Taylor
April 28th, 2009 at 10:39 am
You two are both truly loved. We are blessed to have you in our family. We looked forward to you two being closer to home and looked forward to getting together this summer to see you both again. You have been so courageous in your battle Shauna and will continue to be and you have made such an impact on the world and from reading the message above from one of your student above and you have so much to offer to the world yet. Know that we are thinking of you constantly and have you in our prayers. We wish there was more we could do for both of you. Mom says that there is a support group coming your way and that Shauna’s family is there already. Just say when and we’ll be there too.
Love Bob, Joni, Kari, Michael, Val, Chris & Joey
April 28th, 2009 at 9:08 pm
I am one of Albert’s students at UNCW and was lucky to hear one of your vibrant and smart presentations a few months ago. I have so much admiration for you. I hope you are finding comfort in togetherness with your loved ones right now. Peace and strength be with you, Kate
April 29th, 2009 at 7:25 am
Dear Shauna and Scott,
It was an honor and a pleasure to join with Team Survivor friends and help you move into your lovely new home. I enjoyed seeing the things that are important to you and learning about your lives throgh them.
May God surround you with comfort and peace.
Your Team Survivor Friend,
Barbara Zuhlke
May 1st, 2009 at 2:44 pm
The Instructional Technology Student Association (ITSA) at the University of South Florida has set up a website to honor the contributions that Shauna has made to USF over the years (as a student, a Director, and an Instructor). They are awarding her the “Virtual Apple Award.”
Please visit http://virtualapple.ning.com/
Ann
May 3rd, 2009 at 2:42 pm
Scott and Shauna,
If you can get to YouTube.com, please play the song, “On the Wings of a Snow White Dove”. There are several versions, but the Dolly Parton one is the one I posted to my Facebook. It might explain why there was a white dove circling your house yesterday? If you want to get to my Facebook page you’ll have to join up and add me as a friend, but you can then see it there. It’s enough to reduce one to tears given the circimstances.
I think asking for a sign, then seeing a white dove in Wisconsin is inexplicable, but I hope this helps.
It’s been so helpful to have our daily chats and to be able to talk to Shauna even for a little while. I can’t say enough how much I admire the two of you.
Stay strong and keep hopeful.
Love you both,
Deb
September 19th, 2009 at 3:16 am
Hope you are well. its nice to see so manh friends who care about you.
October 12th, 2009 at 7:24 am
Shauna ! U r courageous & beautiful i think the meditation has powered you. Just Keep it up
October 26th, 2009 at 7:52 am
hope you have great holidays
November 5th, 2009 at 5:21 pm
Hope you back again…
November 5th, 2009 at 5:23 pm
Visited you here…
November 5th, 2009 at 5:25 pm
Where you going?